Sunday, June 26, 2022

The Greater Disease



Dr. Anthony Fauci is not your God.

Donald Trump is not your God.

President Joe Biden is not your God.

The WHO is not your God.

The CDC is not your God.

We have been battling this grand plandemic for 2+ years now and to top it off we now have monkey pox to worry about. 

 Now we live in a world where they have made the rules. They have told us where to sit, stand, and how to behave and we are damned if we don't comply. This is the fear that has been drilled into our brains. We have become a world brainwashed by fear and that's frightening in itself. It's frightening when your employer tries to enforce rules and your voice no longer matters. Apparently all logic gets thrown out the window because people are making decisions based on fear. Hello, whatever happened to antibacterial soap and water? Whatever happened to purell gel? Vitamin D? Vitamin C? Zinc? What happened to naturally boosting our immune system?! What happened to letting ourselves be exposed to germs to gain a natural immunity?  Wow what a wonderful idea!  I guess we all went neurotic when Dr. Fauci said we have to wear two diapers strapped to our face and the lack of oxygen made it hard for mankind to think logically. 

We have one purpose in life.

To know God.

To love God

To serve God.

We weren't made to serve man.

 Jesus calls all of us to pick up our cross and follow Him.  Romans 12:2 says;

"Do not conform yourselves to this age but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and pleasing and perfect."


The Greater Disease...is fear.

We can't allow ourselves be controlled by fear. Because that's what Satan wants so he can take our soul. Satan loves nothing more than for the faithful to despair and lose sight of God.

I firmly believe this vaccine is conditioning us to succumb to the pressure of taking the mark of the beast that is spoken of in the book of Revelation.  We have speculation of satanically influenced Elon Musk, CEO of Tesla. I mean the Baphomet vehicle.. and his neuralink brain chip...

Say no!

Now more than ever we must take a stand for what we believe in. Even if it costs you your life. We are being challenged and dark times are to come with the state of the current world. It will get worse before it gets better. We have the chance to become martyrs.  Pick up your rosary as your weapon and pray for the grace of courage to follow Christ.

As followers of Christ we should only have fear of the Lord! We should stand in awe of our Heavenly creator, and live our lives with great reverence to Him. 

Let's take a moment to pray. 

God of our life,

There are days when the burdens we carry

chafe our shoulders and weigh us down;

when the road seems dreary and endless,

the skies grey and threatening;

when our lives have no music in them,

and our hearts are lonely, and our souls have lost their courage.

Flood the path with light, turn our eyes to where the skies are full of promise;

tune our hearts to brave music;

give us the sense of comradeship

with heroes and saints of every age;

and so quicken our spirits that we may be able to encourage

the souls of all who journey with us

on the road of life,

to your honor and glory. Amen


-St Augustine 

Saturday, June 25, 2022

The Return.



My dear brothers and sisters in Christ,

It has been a while since I have sat down and took the time to really reflect on God and the Catholic Faith. I have been going down the wrong path for quite some time now. I still don't have my life fixed, if we're being honest. But I deeply miss my roots.

I don't post because I feel so hypocritical. I don't want to come across as two different people. A faithful zealous one second and a hardened soul the next.

"Practice what you preach!"

I'm just going to speak while I can. Lord only knows how much longer we will have access to the Internet as well as the ability to speak freely. 

 Often times I feel so hollow inside. Full of sadness, remorse, pain, the list goes on. I keep trying to make myself happy and nothing works. 

I guess it doesn't help when you have constant negativity being shoved down your throat. 

Covid cases on the rise. Russia attacks Ukraine. Gas is soaring. Inflation. The overturn of Roe V Wade causing  negative protests. Let's have a moment of  selfishness for all that didn't factor in the life of the unborn. The unborn NEVER had a choice.  Why you so concerned about YOUR choice? 

With my mental struggles, I figure I'll never be happy.  So what's the point in trying?  I don't try as hard as I should. I don't push myself. I know I'm destined for more and I hold back simply because I'm afraid to fail. It's a vicious cycle. 

I could be running the show at my current job right now, but I'm not. Because I am afraid to fail.  

Lord grant me to grace to humbly accept failure in my life, and grant me the wisdom to learn from my error. 

In the silence....

In the midst of chaos...

In the midst of the "pandemic'..

 In the midst of the Ukrainian war...

In the midst of the changes on Roe V Wade...

In the midst of darkness...

In the midst of feeling alone...

In the midst of violence, sickness, and evil..


There is a beacon of light...

God remains. 

I wish to return to the arms of Christ. My safe haven 

“I was not yet in love, yet I loved to love... I sought what I might love, in love with loving.” “To fall in love with God is the greatest romance; to seek him the greatest adventure; to find him, the greatest human achievement.” “Right is right even if no one is doing it; wrong is wrong even if everyone is doing it.”